si 30th May 2010

happy birthday dad, was up at 5am today stood out side heard a cuckoo was thinking of you and how muched you loved your wild life and this time of the year your so very sadly missed by us all it was two weeks ago i fell asleep on the bed at 3pm when i tryed to wake i could not just remembered your hand holding my arm telling me you came to visit me i looked at your face and said i knew would come and see me did not know when or where just knew you would it was like i was drugged i could not wake up it scarred me for a minute then you siad you ok si i miss you all then you had to go you told im of to see john befor you went back to mums i felt very calm afterwards i miss you dad your for ever in my heart love you always si xxxx