When I was a little boy I would look up at you and think I cant wait to be as big and strong as you were and as I got older , bigger and stronger I started looking down at you in sight but not in mind as I always looked up to you The night you left us as big as I am , and as strong as I am, I could not do anything but pray that god will keep you safe I know your looking down on us all and I hope you see how much we all cared and love you dad I know we never saw you every day and there were times maybe you thought no one cared as much as we all did and the thing is you never think that your going to be with out some one so dear and close to you. And when we feel love and kindness toward others, it not only makes others feel loved and cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness and peace. You were a absolutely a fantastic dad and I miss you very much dad. You are forever in my dreams and heart love si xxxx